I guess I could write about everything that is wrong in my life, how I can't bring myself to do what I want to do, and how I actually don't know what I want to do. Christmas time is hard. Life is hard. Moving in, moving out, the load of studying (I'm not saying that I am studying, but avoiding it, postponing it is very hard as well), and the differences between what is real and what isn't. Being broke, financially and emotionally.

Uni Uni Uni, that's what my life is all about now, and I can't bring myself to choose what to do. This decision will affect the rest of my life, I can't take that risk! I need to know exactly what is the best path for me. Is it art, is it languages. Photography, or European Union with Spanish and French? I'll just go to stupid college.

arrrrrrrrghhh