Comeback?

I miss writing.




Perhaps it is time for some reinventing to be happening.

We will see!

oh sadness, I'm your girl.

feels like crap right now.

too much, too soon.

drugging on

I was just in my bed and I had a thought, and now it's gone. I've been in my bed and our since like three o'clock. Friday is me day. However, I have a day off tomorrow, and I have no idea what to do. Another me day? Maybe I will do some school work, but that does not appeal to me. I much prefer to do it when I must, not when I have time to spare.

Anyway, lets leave this quite rational topic of laziness, and lets focus on my crazy. Silly, foolish, unreasonable, absurd. Whatever you prefer. I love it. 5 minutes is enough to get me high. And I mean it. I am so high right now. On drugs of course. But I won't tell you the name of them. They kill me. I am telling you 5 minutes, and I'm done. I feel like going to sleep to pass the time. Boy, is my kidney killing me. I need some more of my drugs.

I really don't. Boy, am I addicted.

this IS the only way I can talk about my shit.

intelligence.

I guess I could write about everything that is wrong in my life, how I can't bring myself to do what I want to do, and how I actually don't know what I want to do. Christmas time is hard. Life is hard. Moving in, moving out, the load of studying (I'm not saying that I am studying, but avoiding it, postponing it is very hard as well), and the differences between what is real and what isn't. Being broke, financially and emotionally.

Uni Uni Uni, that's what my life is all about now, and I can't bring myself to choose what to do. This decision will affect the rest of my life, I can't take that risk! I need to know exactly what is the best path for me. Is it art, is it languages. Photography, or European Union with Spanish and French? I'll just go to stupid college.

arrrrrrrrghhh

rihanna - te amo

i hate me life

keri hilson - i like

We're officially on exam leave. It's all strange. I know we're coming back in June, but I will miss the people who left. My "now or never" didn't work, but I don't blame myself for it - I did everything I could. Maybe it's not over yet, maybe it is - it's not important anymore. The end. Right now I have to focus on exams, the target is to get A's in everything. Ha ha, yea right.

I can't believe i have such a busy schedule this week - i though we were on 'holidays' ! Tomorrow i have to go back to English to sign some papers, then college on Tuesday (doubt that), horses on Wednesday, English exam on Thursday, Friday nothing, thank god, shopping on Saturday and work on Sunday! huh. I'm sooo looking forward to shopping with my mummy on Saturday :)

Friday as well as being the last day of 5th year, it was also the day of ECA Fashion Show - and it was amazing. Especially Performance Costume, I felt like I was watching two minute fairy tales.

and the world around us won't stop turning tonight

candy station - you've got the love.mp3

This is funny : I get a job and I understand how Paulina struggles to save up money. I mean i haven't even worked a shift there, and yet i already decided what I'm going to do with the money. Oooh, saving up for our holiday is going to be tricky.

Life gets kind of boring, I feel like everything's the same. Working at McDonald's will be new, but I'm pretty sure it's not going to be something i look forward to. Ha ha. Obviously i can relate to the group on Facebook : I don't want a job, I want money. But then, I always complain its boring, and then I do nothing to change it.? I wish something happened in my life, like meeting a pirate (lets say Sparrow), who's going to take me on a nice ship and well sail away together.. a guy on a horse will do too, I'm not that bothered. Eeehh..

No matter how many times I have seen the last episode of Sex and the City I always want to cry when I see it. It's just so magical. I bet everyone wants someone like Mr Big, the big Johnny John, who goes to Paris to find Carrie, even though he doesn't know if she wants him too. Well, I do. And I hate all the bullshit people have been saying lately about the new movie - that they broke up because Carrie doesn't have a ring on. Well first of all, actually there's only one point, there never was a ring! Hopefully someone more qualified is going to write articles on msn's webpage, or at leat someone who has seen the first movie. Seriously, this annoys me so much, because everyone knows there was a SHOE not a RING. It's so obvious - she likes shoes = she has a wedding shoe, not a wedding ring.
Okay, sorry, this is my little rage against the msn's articles, ha ha. I can't wait to see the second movie!